I Thought You'd Be As Upset As I Was

 Sometimes I ask myself, what do I get in a relationship?

I didn't get anything, I didn't keep my beloved lover, I didn't get better, I just got more and more tired.

You pull away from love faster than I expected. I thought you would be as sad as me for a long time.

I don't know if I overestimated my position in your heart or underestimated your healing ability.

The worst thing about a relationship is that it deprives a person of the courage to love and be loved. No matter how good the next person is, you are still scared.

After separation, always thinking about a question, what do I mean to you? Did I mean anything to you?

Now it seems like a lot of more than, anyway, you do not love the end of all of us, friends give a word of comfort do not want to hear, I understand the truth, I understand who can live without the truth, but I did not you really happy.

When we are together, we will quarrel occasionally because we don't agree with each other. We will make you unhappy because we can't remember the schedule clearly. But even so, I still think I have to be you in my life.

I still remember when we watched dear Inn together, they really admired the love between Ji Lingchen and Kan Qingzi. Kan Qingzi likes to play a small temper, Ji Lingchen has been coaxing her, Kan Qingzi has a thousand reasons to be angry, Ji Lingchen has ten thousand ways to coax her happy.

I always feel that love is a process of constant running in. It's normal to disagree occasionally. It doesn't mean that I don't love you.

Every time I coax you, but I never feel tired. I think it's normal for a boy to tolerate a girl. Besides, it's a girl who wants to be together for a lifetime.

When I'm with you, I always hope that we can be frank. I'm eager to communicate with you. I hope I can understand your ideas. I once proposed that we can write to each other and then exchange letters.

But, this time I am really at a loss, you really don't love me this time.

We're not together anymore.

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